Friday, October 15, 2021

41 years old

 Today, I made it to being 41!



And just like last year, there will be no festivities.

Yes, I did get vaccinated! 

However, it's only been a month since Hawaii had a shortage of ICUs and oxygen tanks due to the outbreak of the delta variant. While case #s are declining, they could go back up again if people act as if we're still in 2019.  It was earlier this year when Honolulu mayor Rick Blangiardi was begging Hawaii governor David Ige to open up everything, and because of him, the delta variant outbreak happened and cases went up.  Case numbers went back down in recent weeks, and yet again, Blangiardi is begging to open up everything again. The cycle repeats itself. I won't contribute to that cycle by doing anything festive this year. Festivities will have to wait. 

Earlier this year, I made a YouTube speech telling people to take the coronavirus crisis seriously


Because I'm avoiding festivities this year, I'm becoming more of a recluse. I already enjoyed the blessing of living alone and can go days without socializing with others. But in the past, I also attended tons of public festivities, but now's not the time


Plus, I'm too old to be concerned about whether I need to "socialize more". That phase has passed a long time ago


Plus, I can still communicate with others via social media, email, and even the old-fashioned letters. I'm still socially connected, I just need a lot of me-time. 

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I'm still working (currently in a fashion store) but I would like to eventually return back to being employed in the library world. I do occasionally volunteer with the Friends of the Library of Hawaii. Earlier this year, we closed Books@Mark's. (learn more at this link) Since then, I did some shifts organizing shelves at their new book store on the days it is closed. The shop will soon move to a nearby location. 

And I'm still an independent artist under the name Pablo the Mad Tiger Warrior

I started selling merchandise with my art via RedBubble. Check it out at https://www.redbubble.com/people/madtigerwarrior/explore


 As for the music, I'm still focusing on finishing up my nearly-no-budget music videos for the songs from "Science Fiction Music" album. Check out Pablo the Mad Tiger Warrior  YouTube channel for updates.


 Afterward, I want to continue making tracks for a hip-hop instrumental album. 

As for a vocal album, I have no time for that now, but never say never! 


And of course, my major passion: This blog! I don't always have time to blog as much I like when, but stay tuned! You never know what interesting stuff I might share in the future :)

Thursday, October 14, 2021

Thoughts on Larry Elder

 Yes, I know Larry Elder is "old news" by now. He attempted to become California's governor through the failed recall election last month.  However, I didn't have time to blog my thoughts on Larry Elder when the results came in, and I still want to document them now.

I first heard of Larry Elder back in the year 2000. At the time, I was between my freshman and sophomore years in college.  At the time, I was really interested in learning more about the alternatives to the Democratic and Republican Parties, as well as the alternative to the right-wing & left-wing political philosophies.

At the time, Larry Elder identified as a libertarian. He hasn't yet evolved into the right-wing conservative Republican that people know him as now.

In fact, in his 1st book that came out in the year 2000, "The Ten Things You Can't Say in America", one of those 10 things was "Republicans and Democrats - Maybe a Dime's Worth of Difference". So basically, he was saying those parties aren't really that different from each other. He encouraged readers to take a look into the Libertarian Party. 


Larry Elder's book "The Ten Things You Can't Say in America"
St. Martin's Press
Larry Elder's book "The Ten Things You Can't Say in America"


The other parts of the book gave a libertarian perspective on economics, health policy, drug policy, and gun policy. He also talked about the importance of fathers and how absent fathers cause psychological harm to the children who are more likely to become negative statistics. 

However, the part of the book that got the most controversy was the chapter that stated that "Blacks are more racists than Whites".  Elder, who is an African-American from South Central LA, stated in that chapter that you can't blame racism for every problem, white racism was declining, and we make too many excuses for black bigots.  All this was written when the 1992 LA riots and the OJ Simpson case were still fresh in people's minds. 

Larry Elder was called an "Uncle Tom" and "sellout" by those who felt that any African-American who didn't toe the far-left line was disloyal to the black community. 

I never like the idea that all those of non-European ancestries should all be far-left. But I also never liked the far-right, especially when many of them were religious fanatics and anti-immigrant.

In fact, at the time, Larry Elder was pro-immigrant and pro-choice.

But because Larry Elder kept beefing with left-wing activists, he eventually became more right-wing. Also, 9/11 happened and he distanced himself from the pacifism common among libertarians. 

In his next book, "Showdown", published in 2003, Elder basically declared that he is now a right-wing Republican.


Larry Elder's book "Showdown"
St. Martin's Press
Larry Elder's book "Showdown"

And since then, from his articles he posted online, there were less criticisms from him about the nation's militarized war on drugs, he now becomes more strict about illegal immigration, and he expressed sympathy for the pro-life movement. He defended US military adventures in Iraq. 

He still occasionally wrote a profound editorial on the necessity of good fathers, and sometimes, his critique of left-wing activists still lands. But his once-libertarian soul became compromised to the point where he became just another average Republican.

And anytime a Republican said or did something controversial, his response was "but this Democrat said this, and this Democrat did that". He became the king of what-about-isms.

This really became a problem when Donald Trump became the Republican nominee and then the president in 2016.

Trump symbolized the worst instincts of right-wing Republicans. He started his campaign demonizing Latine & Muslim immigrants, had multiple sexual assault allegations, and violated free-market economics when it suited him.  A real libertarian would never want to be associated with a guy like that.

As for Larry Elder? More what-about-isms! More of the "but this Democrat said this, and this Democrat did that" to distract from the fact that Trump is a repulsive racist, rapist, fascist and a con artist

Trump is now gone from public office.

But Elder's constant pandering to Trump supporters poisoned whatever chance he had to become California's governor.

Larry Elder from his pro-libertarian days might've had a better chance to be California's governor.

I mean, the incumbent Gavin Newsom had his weakness. He was caught hosting a maskless dinner when he imposed restrictions on gatherings for the general public.  Crime, homelessness, and the cost of living were going up.  People were losing patience with the radical left and their "abolish the police" attitude. In 2020, the people of California voted against affirmative action, basically saying people should be hired on merit and not for diversity quota points.  The 2000 version of Larry Elder could've won this!


But 2021 Larry Elder's sympathy with the anti-mask, anti-vax-mandate crowd wasn't popular with California voters. It would've worked in the red states, but not California.

Also, there were other reasons that California voters had no interest in voting for Larry Elder

  • allegations that he threatened his ex-girlfriend with a gun (the case never went to court)
  • mentoring student activist Stephen Miller, who later become Trump's advisor passionate about restricting immigration
  • claims that undocumented immigrants took jobs away from African-Americans 
  • ending birthright citizenship for children born in the US to undocumented immigrants
  • statements favoring employers asking female job applicants if they plan to become pregnant in the near future.
  • his claims that feminists exaggerate incidents of domestic violence and sexual assault

In the era of #metoo, this wasn't going to work. In the era of increased activism among Latines, this wasn't going to work. 

It especially wouldn't work in California.

And it wouldn't work even when far-left activists act unreasonable.  

And Gavin Newsom, with all his faults, isn't a far-left activist, he's just another corporate Democrat, the type of Democrat that usually gets elected in California (and most other places where Democrats get elected).

Larry Elder could've presented a reasonable & moderate pro-market, semi-libertarian, pro-meritocracy, and pro-law-and-older alternative. That's what Arnold Schwarzenegger did when ran & won in 2003

But Larry Elder sold his once-libertarian soul to gain favor among right-wing conservatives. And for that, he lost! Sad! 


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learn more  on Larry Elder and the recall election at

Steven Greenhut, “Republicans Got What They Deserved in California Recall,” Reason, September 24, 2021,                                                https://reason.com/2021/09/24/republicans-got-what-they-deserved-in-california-recall/.


Paul Rosenberg, “Decoding the California Recall: Why It's Happening — and Why It's Crucial That Newsom Survives,” Salon, September 13, 2021,    https://www.salon.com/2021/09/13/california-recall-jean-guerrero-interview/.

Jonathan Martin, “Newsom’s Anti-Trump Recall Strategy Offers Republicans a Warning for 2022,” New York Times, September 15, 2021,    https://www.nytimes.com/2021/09/15/us/politics/midterms-california-republicans-newsom.html.

In Memory of Uncle Michael

 My uncle, Michael Wegesend, died last Friday night (10/08/2021) from leukemia. He was 60 years old.

Uncle Michael



He was the youngest of 8 siblings on my mother's side of the family. 

He was a very generous man even though he didn't have much.  He always had a gift for us, even when we knew he was struggling. 

When I was at UHM, he let me stay in his apartment when school was on break. By that time, my parents moved to the other side of the island and my uncle lived much closer to the campus.  Long story short, I hate long commutes. 

He was also very opinionated (kinda like me), but he could go on & on for hours, whereas most people would just give up and move on to the next topic if they couldn't come to an agreement.  Which was why I was happy to move on to my own apartment in 2003.

He was also like me in that we liked living alone. 

But he also loved spending time with my family and loved babysitting my brother's daughters when they were little. 

He loved watching sports and listening to 70s/80s R&B/soul & Hawaiian music. 

He was devoted to his Catholic faith and attended church every Sunday. 

He was a little late on technology but eventually learned to embrace social media. 

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The last time I saw Uncle Michael was in July, when my oldest niece had her graduation party at my parent's home.  He seemed healthy (though he was diagnosed with diabetes years ago) and already got his covid vaccination. 

However, in the last few weeks of his life, he was hospitalized for leukemia. He went through chemotherapy and had a booster shot. But it wasn't enough. 

He passed away on Friday, October 8 circa 11:30 pm. 

There will be no funeral services, and his body will be cremated. 

Rest in peace uncle!