People who have nothing better to do with their lives are complaining that the new generation of pop stars like Billie Eilish & Olivia Rodrigo are using slang words that originated among African-Americans. People adapt to their environment, and we ALL use words that comes from MULTIPLE cultures without overthinking about it, because that's how we ALL use language!
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Just myself, written only on my personal free time! (wish I could have more free time to blog some more)
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Sunday, August 08, 2021
use whatever slang you want
Monday, August 02, 2021
on apologies & more
I've been trying to find someone I've been wanting to apologize to for years.
I wrote about what happened in a 2016 blog post titled "private locker room stalls"
https://pablowegesend.blogspot.com/2016/05/private-locker-room-stalls.html
Even worse was back in middle school (in my case, Kawananakoa Middle School) where the PE teacher Mr Andrade required every student to shower, and only open shower stalls were available!
I just got made fun out of for having body hairs, but other students got it worse! I actually witnessed another student get peed on by another student! Yes, I actually saw that!
I also heard that in another PE class, a student was pressured to "jagg off" and rumors went out about that situation. Being that I had an unrelated conflict with that student, when I heard the rumors, I made fun of that student, and THAT is one of my biggest regrets in my life!
The regret is so bad, that I spent years trying to find him on social media just to apologize to him! No luck in my search!
Back in the '00s, I've been trying to find that person, first on Myspace, then later on Facebook. The person with that name didn't match the one I was looking for.
But I kept trying to find that person because I know I could never find any inner peace until that apology was made.
I mean, I could write about justice & respect on my blog and on social media all day & all night, but all that means 100% pure nothing if I didn't apologize to that person.
Well, a few weeks ago, I finally found that person, who goes by a different name on Facebook. I found that person because he commented on a photo by a mutual friend.
It was time to step up.
Even if he goes by a different name now.
Even if he might think my apology is insincere and he'll lash about how much he hates me and wants violence done to me.
Even if he doesn't even open the message at all.
It had to be done.
So this was what I wrote
Aloha (name redacted), I've been trying to find you for years because I have to apologize to you for being disrespectful back in middle school. How I treated you was totally uncalled for and it should never happened. I am sorry and I hope you will be able to heal from the trauma that I have caused!
In a few hours, that person responded by saying he had forgiven me a long time ago, that we were just crazy kids, and he appreciated my apology.
A huge burden was lifted!
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Now, that person had ZERO obligation to forgive me. That he did was up to him.
Begging for forgiveness only makes things worse. Pressuring people to forgive only makes things worse.
People can react how they want to your apology.
The purpose of an apology isn't to beg for forgiveness.
The purpose of a sincere apology is to show remorse for the harm you have done, no excuses made.
Once you made that apology, that's it. You've done your part, how the other person reacts is up to that person.
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Last week, I did see this unsolicited email from an activist organization, and I'm glad I've opened it because it had valuable information about apologies
Oof. The other day my boys were arguing, and nothing I did seemed to help — so I yelled at them to cut it out.I know every parent yells at some point, but it never feels good! I wanted to make it right.
Some parents feel like admitting they’re wrong will make their kids lose respect or see them as weak, but that’s definitely not true! Apologizing to kids has loads of benefits — beyond improving your relationship, it teaches *them* to take responsibility for their actions, too. And that’s something we ALL want our kids to do!
Here are a couple of tips for offering your child a sincere apology:Keep the “buts” out of it. “But” automatically cancels out an apology, and nearly always introduces a criticism or excuse.
Keep the focus on you. Try to keep the focus on your own behavior to avoid complicating or escalating the matter. Stick to your genuine feelings of regret and apology, accept responsibility, and pledge to do better.
It’s OK to explain why something happened. Letting your kids know you had a bad day or slipped up shows them it’s OK to make mistakes, so long as you own it. But even more importantly, it humanizes you in their eyes.
Offer a fix if appropriate. Doing so shows them that it’s important to show a sincere effort to help the other person feel better, however small.
If you’re curious what all of this sounds like in real life or want to learn more, check out our helpful guide for apologizing to kids.
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This also reminded me of back when I was a substitute teacher.
It was a 4th-grade class, and I was dealing with a student who kept making noise and talking out of turn. It was at the end of the day, I was explaining something to the class and the student still was interrupting me, and I lost it! I yelled with full-blown rage and the student cried and he yelled profanities at me.
I did inform the principal about the situation and he was understanding.
Fast forward a few years later, that student (who was now enrolled in a nearby middle school) came to the elementary campus, saw me, and said something like "remember when you yelled at me and you made me cry and I yelled back at you?"
Right then and there, I apologized to that student. I admitted I went too far that day.
And I appreciated his bravery in confronting me about the issue.
I know I wouldn't have had the guts to do that at that age.
And I'm sure it helped him to confront me rather than holding it in for decades like most of us do.
Because I held a lot in until I had my blog. Then I let out all my frustrations.
Back in 2012, I wrote a blog post "Exposed to the Light" where I let out all my frustrations that I've been holding in for years. Someone did apologize to me on Facebook months later, as I wrote in this blog post.
A so-called friend responded to that blog post by saying I should "let it go", "forget about it", etc. He didn't realize that saying such stuff INCREASES ANGER. You can learn more about why that's the case at this post and this post
What that so-called friend doesn't realize is BECAUSE of the 2012 post that I wrote, I have been able to forgive most of the people I blasted on that post.
What that so-called friend doesn't realize is if I didn't write that post, I would've still been angry at those people.
You don't reduce your anger by "letting it go" or pretending you forgot about it. You reduce your anger by letting out your frustration. That's where my blog comes in. I've let it all out, and I move forward AT MY OWN PACE!
I wrote about why that so-called friend was a hypocrite, and that person acted all traumatized when he called my other friend about it. So much for "let it go". I took down that blog post that mentioned him by his real name but I don't plan on apologizing to that hypocrite. I'll change that plan when that person apologizes to me with no excuses.
After all, he always uses his blogs to express his frustration towards that the latest thing I wrote about his situation. He has NEVER let go of his anger towards me, no matter how many phony denials he expressed. This is so hypocritical that it is IMPOSSIBLE to be more hypocritical than him. Those who want to be more hypocritical than him need to set more realistic goals.
Yes, a part of me is glad the people I apologized to didn't blog about me (as far as I know), but if they did, then I have no business to object to whatever FACTS they may expose.
After all, nothing stays secret in a social media world and we all have to answer for the harm we caused others.
Wednesday, July 28, 2021
Knowing when to stop
Sometimes it's hard to know when to stop.
I remember watching the Sugar Bowl when Colt Brennan kept getting sacked over and over again. The coach June Jones had to step in (too late) and benched him, even though Colt still wanted to try again even though it was obvious he could no longer be effective after taking all those hits! I wouldn't be surprised if all those hits contributed to Colt's brain trauma and drug addiction, and later his death.
(note: learn more on Colt Brennan at https://pablowegesend.blogspot.com/2021/05/colt-brennan-1983-2021.html)
Here's what I am interested in: the very simple and radical idea that Biles' decision was hers to make, because she doesn't owe viewers, or the country, anything at all. No one is entitled to her performance simply because she is the best in the U.S.—and the world—at a sport.
Thursday, July 22, 2021
The end of an era at Books@Mark's
Back in 2017, the Friends of the Library of Hawaii (FLH) started a mini-bookstore within an art gallery in Mark's Garage, a building on the border between Honolulu's downtown and Chinatown.
The art gallery is named The Arts at Mark's Garage.
And the mini-bookstore inside was named Books@Marks.
Pablo Wegesend's photo
Books@Mark's
This was part of FLH's strategy to sell donated used books (and comics, vinyl records, CD's, DVD's, postcards & more) beyond their major annual booksales, as well as promote their brand beyond the usual booksale customers & library patrons.
The Arts at Mark's Garage usually has a theme every month or so in which displays a certain type of artwork. One month it could watercolors. Another month would focus on photography. Other themes include arts by certain cultural groups (ie, Native Hawaiian, African diaspora, Filipinos) or by the LGBT community.
And sometimes, The Arts at Mark's Garage would hold events like film screenings, spoken poetry, live theater, live music, and dances.
The fun especially happens on First Fridays, when nightlife lovers can explore the art galleries, bars, restaurants & more every First Friday of the month.
And that's when I was at the Books@Mark's. Every First Friday from May 2017 to March 2020, I was at Books@Mark's as a cashier. From 5pm to 10pm!
The first hour was usually slow, but the fun usually starts at 6 or 7pm. That's when they have the opening event for the latest art display. There are speeches, and sometimes music. People would come in to mingle and enjoy the festivities. Then they start to notice bookshelves. And the records and the CDs and the DVDs and more cool stuff. And that's when I introduce them to the Friends of the Library of Hawaii and notify them of the upcoming book sales, either at McKinley High School (should be renamed Honolulu High School) or Washington Middle School.
People are usually amazed at what we got! Classics they have long forgotten about. Books with eye-catching titles. Stuff for people from every walk of life, from the keiki to the kupuna and everyone in between.
A lot of the customers who came were those in their early 20s who intend to go club-hopping. They come for the festivities and indulge in their intellectual side for a few minutes (and sometimes even buy some books) before they go back out for some club-hopping.
Sometimes, I would even see old friends from college or work come in. And I also made new friends too. We had our regulars who come in every First Friday.
Being a cashier at Books@Mark's was much easier than at most mainstream retail chains (I've worked at Macy's and Nordstrom Rack) because I don't have to pressure people to enroll in the company's rewards plan nor do I have to deal with other complex transactions. I just add the prices, add tax, accept payment and give the customer an FLH bookmark listing the upcoming booksales.
I could've done all this forever.
However, the coronavirus crisis happened.
I remember on the First Friday of March 2020, there was already talk of events being canceled (like the South by Southwest festivities in Austin). I was telling one of the art gallery volunteers that I thought the reactions were out of proportion and I said "remember when FDR said we have nothing to fear but fear itself? Now it's time to fear the fear."
Later that month, everything was shut down. Everything was closed except for essentials.
Time to take the coronavirus crisis seriously!
No more First Fridays.
FLH also canceled their major booksales, including their big summer booksale at McKinley High School (should be renamed Honolulu High School).
FLH pivoted to focusing on online booksales.
FLH did reopen Books@Mark's later in 2020, but only in the daytime. No more First Friday festivities.
Plus, First Fridays at Books@Mark's meant not much space for social distancing.
Then earlier this year, FLH did open another used bookstore (Village Books & Music), this time at Ward Villages, at the former site for Pier 1 Imports. There is much more space for social distancing there. As well as much more space for more books and other formats.
I visited Village Books & Music one time, but haven't had time to do volunteering for FLH due to my work schedule
(I currently work for a fashion retail store whose work schedule changes every week. At least I'm not cashiering there, otherwise, I have to do complex transactions with impatient customers).
But I get an email from FLH earlier this week noting that Books@Mark's is being shut down and that they want volunteers to come in to pack up all the inventory. The scheduled date (today) happened to be my day off. So I was able to come in, help them pack, and express my gratitude for the great times I had at Books@Mark's.
The shelves are about to be cleared (07/22/2021 circa 9:15 am)
Books@Mark's is now a thing of the past. It is a part of my past that I will always treasure :)
Monday, July 19, 2021
2021: a cruel year for old-school rappers
(note: due to time constraints, I haven't been able to blog on some of the deaths that occurred earlier this year)
2021 is not even over, and it's been a cruel year for some of the old-school rappers who died in their 50's.
It's like a piece of my childhood and early adulthood is fading away with these deaths.
Back in April, two hardcore rappers who peaked in the early 2000's, DMX and Black Rob, died from illnesses. Both were in their early 50's.
DMX was known for his aggressive, threatening songs, but he also had some sensitive & spiritual tracks too! He was also known as one of the most captivating stage performers in hip-hop!
Black Rob, had a grimy image that contrasted with his fellow members of Bad Boy Records (ie Diddy, Ma$e, Lox) known for flashy outfits. He was mostly known for the track "Whoah", but my favorites were "Dame Espacio" (w/Lil Kim) and "Spanish Fly" (w/J. Lo)
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On the opposite spectrum of hip-hop, eccentric humorous rappers who peaked in the early 90s, Shock G (of Digital Underground) and Biz Markie both died at the age of 57.
Shock G was mostly known for his funny outfits he wore in the videos for the "Humpty Dance". The video for "The Same Song" introduced the world his back up dancer who later became the thug-life/black-power legend: Tupac Shakur!
Biz Markie was known for his various vocal talents, from beat-boxing, freestyling and singing! His most famous track was "Just A Friend", a son that can still get people singing along in unison 3 decades later!
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I'm sorry if my write-ups are very brief (my time is limited), but here's some interesting articles to increase your knowledge on these hip-hop legends
Scott Woods, “Hip-Hop Is Old but Your Favorite Rapper Is Too Young to Die: Reckoning with the Mortality of Music Gods,” Medium, May 6, 2021, https://level.medium.com/hip-hop-is-old-but-your-favorite-rapper-is-too-young-to-die-cc38fb2d3a90.
Lyndsey Parker, “Grammy-Nominated Rapper DMX Dead at Age 50,” Yahoo, April 9, 2021, https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/grammy-nominated-rapper-dmx-dead-at-age-50-161809834.html.
David Drake, “DMX, Rapper Who Blended Aggressive Menace With Emotional Sincerity, Dead at 50,” Rolling Stone, April 9, 2021, https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/dmx-rapper-dead-175779/.
Elise Brisco, “'He will rest in peace': Nas, Eve, Swizz Beatz, More Honor DMX at Emotional Memorial Service,” Yahoo, April 24, 2021, https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/family-fans-friends-gather-remember-233555471.html.
Rosemary Rossi, “Black Rob, Rapper Best Known for Hit Single ‘Whoa!,’ Dies at 51,” Yahoo, April 17, 2021, https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/black-rob-rapper-best-known-220039780.html.
Nexstar Media Wire, “Digital Underground Leader Shock G, of ‘humpty Dance’ Fame, Dead at 57,” KHON, April 23, 2021, https://www.khon2.com/news/national/digital-underground-leader-shock-g-of-humpty-dance-fame-dead-at-57/.
Rob Sheffield, “Farewell, Biz Markie: Remembering the Wild-Style Chaos and Diabolical Genius of Hip-Hop’s Old-School Joker King,” Rolling Stone, July 16, 2021, https://www.rollingstone.com/music/music-features/biz-markie-hip-hop-pioneer-1192098/.
Matthew Ismael Ruiz, “Remembering Biz Markie, the Uninhibited Spirit of Hip-Hop’s Golden Age,” Pitchfork, July 16, 2021, https://pitchfork.com/features/afterword/biz-markie-obituary/
Wednesday, July 14, 2021
Libertarians & Maturity in 2021
I got interested in the libertarian philosophy in my early 20's (that would be in the early 2000's) because it offered an alternative to the right-wing/left-wing, Democrat/Republican binaries, and it emphasizes a less intrusive government.
As with any movement, there's a mix of sane people with great ideas & insane people who repulse people away.
I was fascinated by the ideas expressed by Harry Browne (1996 & 2000 presidential candidate), wasn't impressed by Micheal Badnarik (2004) and was totally repulsed by Bob Barr (2008).
Then in 2012, I wrote a classic blog post titled "Libertarian Movement gaining maturity" back when Gary Johnson was running as the Libertarian Party candidate for president.
https://pablowegesend.blogspot.com/2012/11/libertarian-movement-gaining-maturity.html
Gary Johnson was a former governor of New Mexico. He had a real track record when it came to dealing with emergencies and enacting policies with a legislature that don't always agree with him.
When you're a governor (or mayor or president), you have to pick your battles wisely. On some issues, you have to go hard. On other issues, it is best to compromise and take the "half a loaf".
Gary Johnson was willing to take "half a loaf" if it meant some of his ideas get implemented.
The problem with too many libertarians is that they view every compromise as a betrayal. They view 80% agreement as "not good enough".
And in the case of the 2004 presidential candidate Michael Badnarik, once he stated that we shouldn't need government-issued driver's licenses, that became all the press wanted to focus on. That is an example of Badnarik not picking his battles wisely.
Not only do you want to pick your battles wisely, you want to chose your allies wisely.
Some libertarians try to make alliance with the progressives due to the common interest on criminal justice reform & a less militarized foreign policy. They are known as the "cool libertarians"
However, some libertarians try to make alliance with the Alt-Right due to the shared suspicion towards political correctness & socialism. They are known as the "paleo-libertarians"
The problem with the paleo-libertarians is that they don't understand the serious harm of racism, misogyny, xenophobia or homophobia. They think that too much focus on that is "political correctness".
Some libertarians may want a big tent, but there's no tent big enough to hold white supremacists & people of non-European ancestries together. There's no tent big enough to hold homophobes and gender non-conforming people together.
But yet, we have the paleo-libertarians, who want to make common cause with the Alt-Right in the name of "fighting political correctness and socialism".
And now we have the Mises Caucus, an organization of paleo-libertarians who are attempting to take over the Libertarian Party. They have already taken over the state party for New Hampshire. While New Hampshire is a small state out of 50 states, what happens there doesn't always stay there.
https://reason.com/2021/06/23/inside-the-battle-over-the-soul-of-the-libertarian-party/
A "toxic culture has recently been harnessed in the service of a grouping with a declared goal of taking over the party and making it as repulsive as possible to everyone except themselves," Bishop-Henchman wrote in his resignation letter, referring to the party's ascendant Mises Caucus, which for the past few years has been advertising its intentions to launch a "takeover" of the L.P. to realign it more with the policy and messaging associated with Ron Paul and the Ludwig von Mises Institute. "I will not chair a party that knowingly and has now affirmatively chosen to stay affiliated with the toxic garbage that was being spewed by the New Hampshire party and similar bad actors in other states, the violent threats emanating from these people, and the deliberate destruction of the party's ability to appeal to voters and win elections."
One of those people in the Mises Caucus is Jeremy Kauffman, a totally repulsive troll who said things like this
(from https://twitter.com/jeremykauffman/status/1368700538825637893)
if 1,000 transpeople were murdered every year but there were no taxes, we'd live in a substantially more moral world for reference about 40 people transgender people are murdered in the US per year
Now imagine a young gender nonconforming person reading that tweet. Imagine that same person still learning which political philosophies are the best one. Imagine the same person learning that Jeremy Kauffman claims to be a "libertarian". Do you think the same person would ever want to ever be aligned with libertarianism if that is the first encounter with a so-called libertarian? HELL NO!
The Libertarian Party has been supporting same-sex marriage since the 1970s, long before the Democrats joined the bandwagon.
But someone who is a college freshman may not know that. The college freshman whose first encounter with "libertarianism" is the Jeremy Kauffman tweet isn't going to pursue further interest in libertarianism. Why be interested in joining a movement with someone who thinks you being dead is OK as long as everyone else pays no tax?
But there's even more from Jeremy Kauffman
Among the controversial LPNH tweets attributed to Kauffman was a call to "legalize child labor" because "children will learn more on a job site than in public school," another to keep Gitmo open "so that Anthony Fauci and every governor that locked their state down can be sent there, never again to be allowed inside of the United States," and still another to "Repeal the Civil Rights Act."
Really? This is the hill that paleo-libertarians want to die on? Really?
This is an extreme lack of maturity!
This isn't a serious attempt to teach people the values of liberty!
This is just "Hey Look at Me Everybody, I'm Being Politically Incorrect".
But that is the main driver for Jeremy Kauffman and the Mises Caucus.
And the sad thing is that this is all a major step backward from when Gary Johnson was running for president in 2012 & 2016. Johnson attracted record-breaking support for a Libertarian candidate. He attracted support from former conservatives disgusted by Donald Trump, as well as former progressives becoming skeptical of socialism. Despite his sometimes goofy moments, Johnson showed way more maturity than Donald Trump.
But sadly, the Mises Caucus want the Libertarian Party to be more like Donald Trump, nevermind that the appeal of Gary Johnson was to say "F*** Donald Trump".
The drama of Jeremy Kauffman and his goons from the Mises Caucus has caused an exodus of Gary Johnson supporters away from the Libertarian Party. In other words, an exodus of supporters who helped the Libertarian Party break records in getting votes.
Alexander DiBenedetto, who ran the Pragmatist Caucus until its post–New Hampshire dissolution, warned in a phone interview Sunday that a Mises takeover would likely mean "the majority of the people from the Gary Johnson days leaving the party." (Those campaigns got the party its highest ever national vote totals and percentages.) The L.P. should spend less time and energy perfecting the most polarizing tweet to attract the most hate-retweets, DiBenedetto said, and more time organizing such initiatives as the door-knocking Frontier Project, which actually won a state legislative seat for Libertarian Marshall Burt in Wyoming last year. If a Mises Caucus–style candidate wins the party's presidential nomination in 2024, he said, state parties unhappy with that approach might disaffiliate from the national party.
Francis Wendt, the Region 1 LNC member who resigned June 19, wrote in his farewell letter, "I will give the [Mises Caucus] credit, they have a very active base….However, activists are only part of the equation. You also need candidates, leaders, staff, and donors. Twitter trolls don't do that. Email blasts don't do that. Regurgitated messages from people that only show up for a day (convention) don't do that. Knocking doors does that. Writing checks does that. Making calls does that. Sitting up till 3 AM pouring over research does that."
In his resignation letter, Bishop-Henchman sounded a warning of his own. "Toxic people exhaust or drive out good people," he said. "Our mechanisms for removing such individuals and addressing such bad behavior are designed to be effectively impossible, and culturally, too many people who should know better passively tolerate it rather than confront it. It turns off donors, repulses allies, and makes team projects unviable."
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And the thing is that even though I'm not a full-on libertarian (I believe in having a safety net, and I do believe in some covid-era restrictions), I value much from the cool libertarians, from their emphasis
- on legalizing a lot of things
- on entrepreneurship
- on a less militaristic foreign policy
- de-escalating the police
- justice for gender nonconforming people
- treating people as individuals rather than members of groups
- a lenient immigration policy
But the paleo-libertarians like Jeremy Kauffman and the rest of the Mises Caucus are lowlife scum! I want nothing to do with them!
Monday, July 12, 2021
Haunani-Kay Trask
Earlier this month, Haunani-Kay Trask, a Hawaiian sovereignty activist and a Hawaiian Studies professor, has died at the age of 71.
Her passionate speeches have inspired many Native Hawaiians and other indigenous people to stand up for the culture and against imperialism.
Her most famous quote, spoken at the 100th anniversary of the overthrow of the Hawaiian monarchy, stated "We Are Not Americans, We are Hawaiians", the most legendary statement of defiance against American imperialism in Hawaii.
Since her death, many of the younger generation of Hawaiian activists noted her as an inspiration.
But what if Trask could've been more effective?
The younger generation of activists were too young to remember when Trask was speaking to the public in real time and she was in the front page of the papers and the top story in TV news.
So they don't realize that the real reason Trask was controversial was
- NOT because she said "We are Not Americans"
- NOT because she wanted Hawaii to be independent from the US
The problem with the Hawaiian independence movement is that too much attention has been given to those who vent recklessly. The prime example is Haunani-Kay Trask, a Hawaiian Studies instructor who is notorious for her anti-haole rants and calling non-natives "uninvited guests".
Does anyone really think you can gain support from non-natives by calling them "uninvited guests" and saying "Hawaii can benefit from one less haole"?
Remember, about 75% of Hawaii's population are of non-native ancestry! That's the majority! Native Hawaiians are outnumbered by European-Americans, Japanese and Filipinos.
That means in order to gain support for Hawaiian independence, you have to convince enough Europeans, Japanese, Filipinos, and other non-natives to support the cause!
I noted that back in 2000 when I was an opinions writer at the University of Hawaii at Mānoa's student newspaper Ka Leo O Hawaii (usually referred to its shortened name Ka Leo).
The article I wrote was an Open-Letter to Haunani-Kay Trask in response to her book "From a Native Daughter".
While the Ka Leo O Hawaii's website doesn't currently archive anything from the year 2000 or before
(note: on the blog post, I put a link to a geocities site that reposted my open letter, but the site is no longer active)
However, here is a scanned copy of the article as printed in the Ka Leo on 09/14/2000
(note: you may want to click on the scanned images to read it better. I apologize if it's still hard to read. If you want my retype the editorial in a format that is easier to read, let me know, but it will take time before I send it to you)
and
Trask herself didn't respond (this was around the same time Trask had a public dispute with then-governor Ben Cayetano, a Filipino descendant who said he was "Hawaiian at heart". Trask responded by holding a sign saying "f*** Ben").
However, her cronies posted angry letters to Ka Leo, claiming I "didn't know Hawaii history" and calling me "racist" (ironically for questioning Trask's racism). Luckily, I wasn't physically confronted by anyone. (also lucky that my photo didn't appear in the Ka Leo. Also lucky that this was before the age of social media, where people can find out what I look like.).
The following year, Trask got controversy again when she commented that the 9/11 attacks were "chicken coming home to roost" which was interpreted as "Americans got what they deserved".
Since then, Trask has been out of the public spotlight! Either she decided her rants were poison for the movement, or the local media stopped giving her attention.
(note: I didn't know at the time that Trask was suffering from Alzheimer's in the last years of her life. That surely has more to do with why she wasn't in the public eye in the last decade of her life)
As for the article itself, if I was to rewrite it now, I most likely would tone down the aggression of the questioning a bit. In others, a little more self-tone-policing. But I still stand by most of what I wrote.
But there was one interesting point made in one of the criticisms about that article. It was in reference about my mentions of the Nene goose in the editorial. This from Lance Collins, who later became my editor at Ka Leo
https://www.manoanow.org/trask-media-clash-again/article_c7a47924-6eff-5bd9-a79a-6c079fd7e168.html
Then, he argued that the claims for social justice of the Kanaka Maoli are the same as claims made by animals. Equating human beings with animals is a very classic example of racism in language
It was never my intention to "equate human beings to animals", but Collins is correct that I should never had used the example of the Nene Goose (and other indigenous species) in that article.
About a year after Collins' critique, he did become the editor of the opinion section, but we never had a discussion of his critique of my editorial. Maybe both of us were trying to avoid an awkward moment. We did have a good working relations, though I did object to how one of my editorials got titled.
However, another person did respond to Collin's article. It was Grant Crowell, a former comic artist at Ka Leo. He was there before I was at UH, but I did meet him in person years later. We are still connected on social media. Here's what he wrote about his encounter with Trask
Lance is right to say that there were no "witch-hunts" of Trask then, but that is because it was Trask herself who was leading the witch-hunt. Several Ka Leo editors and I were at a Board of Publications meeting (the organization that oversees the Ka Leo newspaper) back in 1994, when Trask brought her tiny mob demanding my firing from Ka Leo for the cartoon I drew.
She screamed to the Board that I was "vermin," that I was responsible for bomb threats in her building, and that I should suffer the same fate as an unknown cartoonist who was executed and dismembered during the Nuremburg Trials.
Infuriated that my editor-in-chief, a Filipino woman, defended me, Trask called her to her face a "fucking stupid bitch!" What Lance would call "refusing to engage in colonial morality" for a professor to yell the word "fuck" over and over again at another others would call it running out of intelligent things to say (and if Trask and Lance really believed that line, then why don't they use another term besides the Western word, "fuck?").
and also this
Lance and Trask say "demand accountability." Yet they accept no accountability for their attacks on others. This is evident in how they single out people for their race (including other Hawaiians, who they label "Uncle Toms") and then hide behind the ideas of "an attack on me is an attack on all Hawaiians!," or the much-maligned "I can't be a racist because I'm not in power!"
Shibai! Saying one ethnic group has less perceived power than another doesn't mean they have no power at all, and it certainly doesn't mean that individuals such as Trask don't carry a wealth of power themselves.
How silly would it be to say that former Hawaiian governor John Waihee had no power, even when being governor? How incredulous would it be to say that Trask had no power when she was director of the Hawaiian Studies department, being able to hire and fire whomever she pleased? And how despicable to say somebody has no power while they're punching you in the face?
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Now back to me!
before anyone start accusing me of "settler colonialism" (I'm not a settler, I'm a descendant of settlers), let me post a few facts about myself
- I may not be of Native Hawaiian ancestry, but some members of my extended family are
- I always had friendly relations with Native Hawaiian peers in school and in work
- I was once in support of Hawaii being part of the US but that has changed as noted in
https://pablowegesend.blogspot.com/2018/05/personal-evolution-on-my-thoughts-on-us.html
- I am now in support of Hawaii being an Independent Nation as noted in
https://pablowegesend.blogspot.com/2019/08/6-decades-of-statehood.html
https://pablowegesend.blogspot.com/2016/12/my-letter-to-newspaper-hawaii.html
https://pablowegesend.blogspot.com/2016/11/its-time-for-hawaii-to-declare.html
- I strongly supporting renaming my high school alma mater from its current name "McKinley High School" to its former name "Honolulu High School"
https://pablowegesend.blogspot.com/2018/05/put-tiger-statue-on-oval.html
- I have lost MULTIPLE friendships from my fellow alumni over my support of the name change of my high school