Friday, October 15, 2021

41 years old

 Today, I made it to being 41!



And just like last year, there will be no festivities.

Yes, I did get vaccinated! 

However, it's only been a month since Hawaii had a shortage of ICUs and oxygen tanks due to the outbreak of the delta variant. While case #s are declining, they could go back up again if people act as if we're still in 2019.  It was earlier this year when Honolulu mayor Rick Blangiardi was begging Hawaii governor David Ige to open up everything, and because of him, the delta variant outbreak happened and cases went up.  Case numbers went back down in recent weeks, and yet again, Blangiardi is begging to open up everything again. The cycle repeats itself. I won't contribute to that cycle by doing anything festive this year. Festivities will have to wait. 

Earlier this year, I made a YouTube speech telling people to take the coronavirus crisis seriously


Because I'm avoiding festivities this year, I'm becoming more of a recluse. I already enjoyed the blessing of living alone and can go days without socializing with others. But in the past, I also attended tons of public festivities, but now's not the time


Plus, I'm too old to be concerned about whether I need to "socialize more". That phase has passed a long time ago


Plus, I can still communicate with others via social media, email, and even the old-fashioned letters. I'm still socially connected, I just need a lot of me-time. 

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I'm still working (currently in a fashion store) but I would like to eventually return back to being employed in the library world. I do occasionally volunteer with the Friends of the Library of Hawaii. Earlier this year, we closed Books@Mark's. (learn more at this link) Since then, I did some shifts organizing shelves at their new book store on the days it is closed. The shop will soon move to a nearby location. 

And I'm still an independent artist under the name Pablo the Mad Tiger Warrior

I started selling merchandise with my art via RedBubble. Check it out at https://www.redbubble.com/people/madtigerwarrior/explore


 As for the music, I'm still focusing on finishing up my nearly-no-budget music videos for the songs from "Science Fiction Music" album. Check out Pablo the Mad Tiger Warrior  YouTube channel for updates.


 Afterward, I want to continue making tracks for a hip-hop instrumental album. 

As for a vocal album, I have no time for that now, but never say never! 


And of course, my major passion: This blog! I don't always have time to blog as much I like when, but stay tuned! You never know what interesting stuff I might share in the future :)

Thursday, October 14, 2021

Thoughts on Larry Elder

 Yes, I know Larry Elder is "old news" by now. He attempted to become California's governor through the failed recall election last month.  However, I didn't have time to blog my thoughts on Larry Elder when the results came in, and I still want to document them now.

I first heard of Larry Elder back in the year 2000. At the time, I was between my freshman and sophomore years in college.  At the time, I was really interested in learning more about the alternatives to the Democratic and Republican Parties, as well as the alternative to the right-wing & left-wing political philosophies.

At the time, Larry Elder identified as a libertarian. He hasn't yet evolved into the right-wing conservative Republican that people know him as now.

In fact, in his 1st book that came out in the year 2000, "The Ten Things You Can't Say in America", one of those 10 things was "Republicans and Democrats - Maybe a Dime's Worth of Difference". So basically, he was saying those parties aren't really that different from each other. He encouraged readers to take a look into the Libertarian Party. 


Larry Elder's book "The Ten Things You Can't Say in America"
St. Martin's Press
Larry Elder's book "The Ten Things You Can't Say in America"


The other parts of the book gave a libertarian perspective on economics, health policy, drug policy, and gun policy. He also talked about the importance of fathers and how absent fathers cause psychological harm to the children who are more likely to become negative statistics. 

However, the part of the book that got the most controversy was the chapter that stated that "Blacks are more racists than Whites".  Elder, who is an African-American from South Central LA, stated in that chapter that you can't blame racism for every problem, white racism was declining, and we make too many excuses for black bigots.  All this was written when the 1992 LA riots and the OJ Simpson case were still fresh in people's minds. 

Larry Elder was called an "Uncle Tom" and "sellout" by those who felt that any African-American who didn't toe the far-left line was disloyal to the black community. 

I never like the idea that all those of non-European ancestries should all be far-left. But I also never liked the far-right, especially when many of them were religious fanatics and anti-immigrant.

In fact, at the time, Larry Elder was pro-immigrant and pro-choice.

But because Larry Elder kept beefing with left-wing activists, he eventually became more right-wing. Also, 9/11 happened and he distanced himself from the pacifism common among libertarians. 

In his next book, "Showdown", published in 2003, Elder basically declared that he is now a right-wing Republican.


Larry Elder's book "Showdown"
St. Martin's Press
Larry Elder's book "Showdown"

And since then, from his articles he posted online, there were less criticisms from him about the nation's militarized war on drugs, he now becomes more strict about illegal immigration, and he expressed sympathy for the pro-life movement. He defended US military adventures in Iraq. 

He still occasionally wrote a profound editorial on the necessity of good fathers, and sometimes, his critique of left-wing activists still lands. But his once-libertarian soul became compromised to the point where he became just another average Republican.

And anytime a Republican said or did something controversial, his response was "but this Democrat said this, and this Democrat did that". He became the king of what-about-isms.

This really became a problem when Donald Trump became the Republican nominee and then the president in 2016.

Trump symbolized the worst instincts of right-wing Republicans. He started his campaign demonizing Latine & Muslim immigrants, had multiple sexual assault allegations, and violated free-market economics when it suited him.  A real libertarian would never want to be associated with a guy like that.

As for Larry Elder? More what-about-isms! More of the "but this Democrat said this, and this Democrat did that" to distract from the fact that Trump is a repulsive racist, rapist, fascist and a con artist

Trump is now gone from public office.

But Elder's constant pandering to Trump supporters poisoned whatever chance he had to become California's governor.

Larry Elder from his pro-libertarian days might've had a better chance to be California's governor.

I mean, the incumbent Gavin Newsom had his weakness. He was caught hosting a maskless dinner when he imposed restrictions on gatherings for the general public.  Crime, homelessness, and the cost of living were going up.  People were losing patience with the radical left and their "abolish the police" attitude. In 2020, the people of California voted against affirmative action, basically saying people should be hired on merit and not for diversity quota points.  The 2000 version of Larry Elder could've won this!


But 2021 Larry Elder's sympathy with the anti-mask, anti-vax-mandate crowd wasn't popular with California voters. It would've worked in the red states, but not California.

Also, there were other reasons that California voters had no interest in voting for Larry Elder

  • allegations that he threatened his ex-girlfriend with a gun (the case never went to court)
  • mentoring student activist Stephen Miller, who later become Trump's advisor passionate about restricting immigration
  • claims that undocumented immigrants took jobs away from African-Americans 
  • ending birthright citizenship for children born in the US to undocumented immigrants
  • statements favoring employers asking female job applicants if they plan to become pregnant in the near future.
  • his claims that feminists exaggerate incidents of domestic violence and sexual assault

In the era of #metoo, this wasn't going to work. In the era of increased activism among Latines, this wasn't going to work. 

It especially wouldn't work in California.

And it wouldn't work even when far-left activists act unreasonable.  

And Gavin Newsom, with all his faults, isn't a far-left activist, he's just another corporate Democrat, the type of Democrat that usually gets elected in California (and most other places where Democrats get elected).

Larry Elder could've presented a reasonable & moderate pro-market, semi-libertarian, pro-meritocracy, and pro-law-and-older alternative. That's what Arnold Schwarzenegger did when ran & won in 2003

But Larry Elder sold his once-libertarian soul to gain favor among right-wing conservatives. And for that, he lost! Sad! 


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learn more  on Larry Elder and the recall election at

Steven Greenhut, “Republicans Got What They Deserved in California Recall,” Reason, September 24, 2021,                                                https://reason.com/2021/09/24/republicans-got-what-they-deserved-in-california-recall/.


Paul Rosenberg, “Decoding the California Recall: Why It's Happening — and Why It's Crucial That Newsom Survives,” Salon, September 13, 2021,    https://www.salon.com/2021/09/13/california-recall-jean-guerrero-interview/.

Jonathan Martin, “Newsom’s Anti-Trump Recall Strategy Offers Republicans a Warning for 2022,” New York Times, September 15, 2021,    https://www.nytimes.com/2021/09/15/us/politics/midterms-california-republicans-newsom.html.

In Memory of Uncle Michael

 My uncle, Michael Wegesend, died last Friday night (10/08/2021) from leukemia. He was 60 years old.

Uncle Michael



He was the youngest of 8 siblings on my mother's side of the family. 

He was a very generous man even though he didn't have much.  He always had a gift for us, even when we knew he was struggling. 

When I was at UHM, he let me stay in his apartment when school was on break. By that time, my parents moved to the other side of the island and my uncle lived much closer to the campus.  Long story short, I hate long commutes. 

He was also very opinionated (kinda like me), but he could go on & on for hours, whereas most people would just give up and move on to the next topic if they couldn't come to an agreement.  Which was why I was happy to move on to my own apartment in 2003.

He was also like me in that we liked living alone. 

But he also loved spending time with my family and loved babysitting my brother's daughters when they were little. 

He loved watching sports and listening to 70s/80s R&B/soul & Hawaiian music. 

He was devoted to his Catholic faith and attended church every Sunday. 

He was a little late on technology but eventually learned to embrace social media. 

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The last time I saw Uncle Michael was in July, when my oldest niece had her graduation party at my parent's home.  He seemed healthy (though he was diagnosed with diabetes years ago) and already got his covid vaccination. 

However, in the last few weeks of his life, he was hospitalized for leukemia. He went through chemotherapy and had a booster shot. But it wasn't enough. 

He passed away on Friday, October 8 circa 11:30 pm. 

There will be no funeral services, and his body will be cremated. 

Rest in peace uncle! 



Tuesday, October 05, 2021

Facebook isn't really much worse than traditional media.

(note: this coming from the perspective of someone who is only 10 days from my 41st birthday. Yes, born in 1980, old enough to know the media landscape that existed before Facebook existed, but still savvy enough to know how social media works in this day & age) 


Here's what I posted on Facebook today


Facebook accused of emphasizing conflict and controversies to keep an audience?
Reminds me of the old traditional media!


That's why I really am not in a panic mode over allegations that Facebook manipulates its algorithms to get more user engagement by emphasizing controversial content.


Traditional media always picks the most juiciest stories that make like things are getting worse! How else do you get viewers hooked?

Sure, you can share the good news, but people LOVE stories about conflict.

You think the media stop sharing stories about crime during the years crime was going down? HELL NO! 

Media shares stories of "kids gone bad" making it look like "kids are getting worse these days". But the truth is, a lot of kids I went to school with were really bad! And some of the kids I worked with as a school employee give me bright hope for the future.  

TV news in my adolescent years focused so much on the Tonya Harding vs Nancy Kerrigan controversy as if it was the most important thing in the world. It wasn't! The same was true about the OJ Simpson case. All this happened before Facebook existed!

You think Urban Meyer is getting heat over a young woman bumping & grinding on him a few days ago? That's nothing compared to the heavy news coverage of Bill Clinton's sex scandals in the late 90s. This was before Facebook existed! 

As for giving crazy people a voice to speak their nonsense to the world? This was going on with TV shows hosted by Morton Downey, Jerry Springer  & Maury Pauvich in the 80s & 90s.

Add to that, the underground magazines & newspapers spreading conspiracy theories in the 20th century.


Facebook isn't really doing much that the traditional media wasn't doing before. 


Facebook just happens to connect a larger group of people together.


But the thing is, Facebook also allows access to great sources of information. I learned a lot from articles people shared with me, and I'm sure people learned a lot from what I shared with them.

If you follow the right people on Facebook, you'll get the right information. If you follow idiots on Facebook, you'll be exposed to nonsense.

This isn't much different compared to interacting in person. If you hang out with the correct group of friends, your life will be enriched. If you hang out with the wrong people, you'll be in a world of hurt!

And if you exposed yourself to various sources (whether it's conservative, liberal, libertarian, socialist, etc), your exposure to various viewpoints will eventually make your mind stronger in comparing different sides of the story. You'll become a better judge of information. This was true in the days of print magazines, and it's still true in the social media age. 


Yes, the traditional media is jealous of the reach of Facebook.

But Facebook is nowhere near a monopoly. Yes, I know Facebook also owns Instagram and What's App. Yesterday's glitch caused major headaches for users of all those platforms. 

But there's also Twitter (lord knows that too can be toxic, especially being that it favors those who can spew cliches that can fit 280 characters, try fitting a nuanced explanation in 280 characters), as well as TikTok and Snapchat.

Today's young generation sees Facebook as something for "old futs" like me! The young are now gravitating towards TikTok as their premier destination.  Even the mighty like Facebook can see their power decline due to changing preferences of the masses. That's how capitalism works.

However, don't be surprised if TikTok will soon go the same way of MySpace.

Learn more about the issue from this interesting article at 

Robby Soave, “As Facebook Crumbles, the Case for Breaking It up Is Weaker Than Ever,” Reason, October 05, 2021,                                                  https://reason.com/2021/10/05/facebook-whistleblower-outage-mark-zuckerberg



Monday, September 27, 2021

The Devil wants YOU to tell others to remain silent about trauma

 

Today, I put this meme on social media. It's one of the realest memes ever!


This is The Devil! He wants you to remain silent about traumatizing experiences! Even worse, he wants YOU to discourage others from going public about their traumatizing experiences! DEFEAT THE DEVIL! Encourage your friends to go public about traumatizing experiences! Encourage them to mention real names of abusive people! Be your friend's ride-or-die ally!



Here are the words from the meme! 

This is The Devil!

 

He wants you to remain silent about traumatizing experiences!

 

Even worse, he wants YOU to discourage others from going public about their traumatizing experiences!

 

DEFEAT THE DEVIL!

 

Encourage your friends to go public about traumatizing experiences! Encourage them to mention real names of abusive people! Be your friend's ride-or-die ally!

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After all, you can't defeat the devil if people don't know about all the evil in the world! 

So if you are encouraging people to remain silent, telling them to "let it go, forget about it", and encouraging non-disclosure agreements, you are telling the world you're not dedicated to fighting evil. And that makes YOU evil! 

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The day I posted this blog post happened to be the same day R.Kelly finally got convicted of sexual abuse! This happened because his victims got the courage to go public about what happened! This is necessary for justice to happen! 

People like R. Kelly and Harvey Weinstein have been able to do their evil acts because for too long, their victims were advised to stay silent!  Those who gave such advice ENABLED the evil committed by R.Kelly, Harvey Weinstein and other repulsive scumbags! 

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UPDATE:


You can buy merchandise with that meme at RedBubble!

Stickers! Posters! Pins! Magnets! Shirts! Caps! Puzzles! And more! 

https://www.redbubble.com/shop/ap/90305730


some samples you can find from that link 





Buy that merch and MORE IMPORTANTLY - SPREAD THE MESSAGE!


Sunday, September 26, 2021

The mystery of Elia Laeli

 Elia Laeli was someone I only knew for a very short time.

We both went to Kawananakoa Middle School in the mid-90s. 

He mostly stood out because he was big for his age. He was already 6 foot 2 in, tied with another big guy on campus Colin Kealoha!

I met him on an 8th-grade field trip to the Big Island. Elia seemed like a chill dude, mostly cracking jokes.

I never had him in any classes, but those who did have positive things to say about him.

 But after 8th grade, I  never saw him again. I went on to McKinley High School (should be renamed Honolulu High School) whereas Elia went to Roosevelt High School. I read from the newspaper's sports section that he went on to play football for a community college in California, then to the University of Utah.

But after that? I heard nothing about him. He had no social media presence. Nobody on my Facebook friend's list had photos of him.

It was like the person who stood out in middle school just disappeared.

Then last month tragedy struck.

On 8/14/2021, Elia Laeli was shot & killed by Honolulu Police after it was alleged that he tried to attack them with a machete. (No body-camera footage has been released to the media). Before he attacked police, somebody reported that he attacked another person with a machete and chopped off that person's finger.

https://www.staradvertiser.com/2021/08/14/hawaii-news/machete-wielding-man-fatally-shot-in-kalihi-by-police-identified/


It was hard enough for me to believe that it would be the same person I knew from middle school. The only violence I knew from him was when he was fighting another big guy on campus. And even then, people who had classes with him were shocked because otherwise, he wasn't a bully. Nobody thought of him as a guy who would grow up to attack cops with a machete.

In the same news article that mentioned that it was Elia Laeli that was killed by police over the incident, it mentioned he was 41 (I'm only a few weeks away from that age), but his photo looked a lot older than that! He looked like he was in his 60's. Even other people commenting on the article noted that!


Honolulu Police Department
Elia Laeli


Yes, he was big for his age in middle school, but I didn't expect him to age that much since then. 

I then posted this on Facebook. 

I was reluctant to post this because much of this is still a mystery, but the person in the picture is supposedly 41 (I'm only a few months from that age) but looks much older, but that's not my main concern. It's that his name (Elia Laeli) is a familiar name from middle school (Kawananakoa), and I'm not even sure if that's the same guy, because even though I didn't really know him that well, I didn't think he would be the type to do what he's accused of before being shot by HPD! I hate to be rumor-mongering when an investigation has barely started, but it's a real tragedy, even if it's a different guy with the same name.


2 other former classmates confirmed that it really was the same Elia Laeli that we knew from middle school and that they too were heartbroken over what became of him.  

But since then, I heard nothing from other former middle school classmates. No memorials, no reminiscence, nothing! It's like he disappeared from everyone's minds. 

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And he wasn't even the first person shot by Honolulu police that I knew this year.

As mentioned in a previous blog post, a former student of mine from my sub teaching days, Iremamber Sykap, was killed by Honolulu police after a high-speed chase after an armed robbery. 

https://pablowegesend.blogspot.com/2021/04/former-students-and-tragedy-on-kalakaua.html


That case got controversy in that it was seen as a sign of the police being racist towards Micronesians. There still hasn't been evidence released that the police officers involved in that case have any racial bias, but there have been other reports of police racially profiling Micronesians.  Also, social media reports of incidents involving Micronesian suspects attract way more racist comments than reports of incidents involving Asian, Polynesian, or European suspects. In fact, one of Sykap's associates in the incident, Kealii Fernandez, isn't even Micronesian, but there were nowhere near as many racial comments about Fernandez as there were about Sykap. 


None of the race controversies appeared in the Elia Laeli case, most likely because he was Samoan, and there's a lot of Polynesians in Hawaii's police force, whereas there's not many Micronesians in the local police. 


Police shooting a suspect of the same race just isn't going to generate many headlines. 

Because of the race controversy in the Sykap case, there have been articles about his upbringing and what went wrong in his life to lead up to his death.

https://www.civilbeat.org/2021/04/police-killing-of-micronesian-teen-in-hawaii-prompts-grief-and-questions/


But for Elia Laeli, no follow-up investigations from the local media. Nothing about how his life went in a downward spiral. 

I understand his family would want privacy as they must be very heartbroken in how life has ended. 

However, in a case where police killed someone, taxpayers who pay the police salary would like to know the circumstances.

I also think the public would benefit from knowing how Elia Laeli's life went in that tragic direction so that we can learn the warning signs, in case someone else is headed in the same direction.  


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While many people claim that social media can cause psychological problems, I do think that a lack of social media presence could mean that a person has something to hide. As I mentioned earlier, Elia Laeli had no social media presence. The same is true for other former classmates who I suspect to be involved in gangs or drugs. 

This is not to say that only criminals avoid social media.

But social media is a great way to reach out to others if you are dealing with problems. 

I've seen multiple times when people I know on social media express their pain, and long-lost classmates write in response that they can be someone they can talk to. 

I do feel that writing my blog and posting on social media has helped others understand me more. It sure helped me understand my friends, classmates, co-workers more. 

This is not to say that social media is a substitute for mental health assistance from a trained professional.

But maybe if he had an audience online, somebody could've figured out how to help him navigate the stresses of life.  Somebody could've directed him to resources to help him with whatever is troubling him. 

Sadly, it's all too late now. 

Saturday, September 11, 2021

2 decades since 9/11

 Two decades ago today  (09/11/2001) was a day that changed the course of history.

4 airplanes were hijacked and were aimed at buildings associated with US American economic and military power.

2 planes crashed at the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center in New York City! 

1 plane crashed at The Pentagon, the headquarters of the US Department of Defense.

1 plane crashed in the fields of Pennsylvania after the passengers confronted the hijackers on United 95. It was believed that the hijackers intended to aim that plane towards somewhere in Washington DC, maybe the Capitol or the White House. 

The hijackers were associated with Al Qaida, a terrorist group that is  aligned with jihadi movements around the world. Al Qaida was led by Osama bin Laden, a Saudi millionaire that already masterminded other terrorist attacks including the attack on US embassies in Kenya & Tanzania, USS Cole. and attempted assassinations of various political leaders around the world. 

Osama bin Laden was believed to be hiding in Afghanistan, a landlocked nation with a lot of mountains. At the time, Afghanistan was run by the Taliban, a fascist group that enforced a very strict observation of Islamic rules. They were very notorious for their strict enforcement of gender norms even to the point of banning the education & employment of women and forcing them to wear burquas. 

After the 9/11 attacks happen,  US Americans wanted revenge! There was barely any room for pacifist thoughts to be expressed! This was war! 

A few months later, the US military invaded Afghanistan. The main goal was to find Osama bin Laden. The side goal was to rebuild Afghanistan into a more modernized country that would no longer harbor the likes of the Taliban & Al Qaida.  Overthrowing the government run by the Taliban was the easy part. The hard part was eliminating them completely. Remember, Afghanistan is mostly mountains, and the Taliban were trained in guerilla warfare. 

 In fact, the US government once helped Osama bin Laden and what later became the Taliban when they were fighting the Soviet invasion from 1979-1988.  This was the downfall of the Soviet Union. 

After the US military invaded Afghanistan, Osama bin Laden found his way out of Afghanistan and escaped to nearby Pakistan.  The US military found him in 2011, executed him on the spot, and dumped his body into the ocean.

But even then, the US military remained in Afghanistan with the goal of keeping the Taliban out of power.

Over time, the US general public was already losing patience with US military adventures overseas. The US military adventures in Iraq, Syria, and Libya created a power vacuum that was exploited by terrorist organizations like ISIS.  Also, people are were demanding that the US focus its resources at home.

The last straw for US public support of military adventures overseas was the coronavirus crisis.  This crisis exposed the extreme inequalities and inadequacies when it came to economic & public health policies.  Why be getting involved in foreign battles when many people in the US have inadequate access to health care? Why be getting involved in foreign battles when many people were struggling with poverty and unemployment during the lockdowns?

Trump negotiated a withdrawal from Afghanistan to take place in 2021. Biden became president in 2021 and had months to prepare for a safe and smooth withdrawal. However, he didn't anticipate a quick collapse of the pro-US Afghan government in the face of fierce Taliban attacks.  He didn't adequately prepare the evacuation of pro-US collaborators among the Afghan population.

And to add insult to injury, the scene at the last US-controlled airport in Kabul was a reminder of the Fall of Saigon in 1975, when the communist overthrew the pro-US government of South Vietnam and the US embassy in Saigon had to be evacuated.  

The Fall of Kabul, with the visual images of refugees trying to hang on to the wings of the planes, will resonate for a very long time.  It is a major guarantee that this will be featured in anti-Biden ads if Biden chooses to run for re-election in 2024.  Even if Kamala Harris runs for president in 2024, the fact that she's Biden VP is enough for opponents to associate her with the chaotic scene at the airport during the Fall of Kabul. 

What Vietnam and Afghanistan had in common was that the US took the side of a very disorganized government up against a well-organized opponent skilled in guerilla warfare.  It didn't matter that the US had the most well-funded military of all time, or that we had the most sophisticated equipment. Disorganized and unreliable allies will nullify those advantages in the face of a well-organized enemy.  The troops in the US military just want to go back home. To the Viet Cong and the Taliban, this was their home.  Meanwhile, the incompetent leadership that was running Saigon & Kabul were rich enough to evacuate to safer grounds, while the general public remained vulnerable to a vicious & vengeful movement taking over! 

The US government was totally unprepared in evacuating refugees. Based on Afghanistan's landlocked location, it would be harder to get them out as compared to Vietnam.  The US government was also unprepared for a resettlement program for Afghan refugees coming to the US.  Add to the fact that this is going on during a pandemic, we would also have to vaccinate incoming refugees and quarantine them until they are fully vaccinated. 

There is one major advantage in having Biden as president instead of Trump!  Trump thrived on racist fear-mongering, especially against refugees from Muslim-majority countries. Even though Biden made politically incorrect statements in the past, I don't think he has hatred in his heart towards people from Muslim-majority countries.  I think he'll encourage the American people to treat the refugees with dignity. 

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As for life in the US, the general public is less naive than it was back in 2001.

Back in the summer of 2001, the US was feeling at the top of the world. The Cold War was over for a decade!  We had peace & prosperity at home (at least for most people).  It was the dawn of the internet age. It was easy to take progress for granted.


(note: here's an article on life in the summer before 9/11 

Dan Zak and Ellen McCarthy, “The Summer Before 9/11: Freewheeling. Foreboding. Then came the fall.,” Washington Post, September 03, 2021,                                                         https://www.washingtonpost.com/lifestyle/2021/09/03/summer-before-9-11/.

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But now in 2021, the US has been humiliated in front of the world with the Fall of Kabul. We are still dealing with the coronavirus pandemic, with many people still refusing to get vaccinated. Our hospitals are overwhelmed.  Those who were unemployed due to the pandemic are struggling to get their life back together.  People in major urban areas are dealing with an increasing cost of living, leaving many homeless.  There also seems to be less optimism about race relations as compared to when Obama won in 2008. 

And now China seems to be becoming the new world power.  If China wants to re-conquer Taiwan, who is going to stop that? 

 Businesses are already scared to offend China's government. Film companies from outside China are afraid to make any movie critical of China's government. The NBA doesn't want players, coaches, or managers to express sympathy towards the victims of China's government oppression. 

And even where I'm at in Hawaii, people are conflicted between

  • recognizing it was wrong for the US to take over Hawaii in 1898
  • meanwhile fearing a US withdrawal would mean China takeover of our strategic location
And even if Hawaii becomes independent, China could still pressure Hawaii to not establish relations with Taiwan or else.  China already applied that pressure to other Pacific islands. 

At this point, the best we could hope for is that Taiwan could be the trap for China the same way Afghanistan & Vietnam was the trap for the US. 

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And now for the usual "where were you when 9/11 happened?" questions.

The 9/11 attack on the World Trade Center happened around 8:48 am New York time.  Hawaii is about 6 hours behind. That means it would be 2:48 am in Hawaii.  I was sleeping when it all occurred.

At the time, I was living in the dormitories at the University of Hawaiʻi at Mānoa I was ready to get rid of the TV in my dorm because it wasn't working. At the time, there was no smartphone that most people check when they wake up.

Around 6am, I was wakened up by a phone call from my mother saying something about an explosion at the World Trade Center.  I thought it was just going to be like the bombs that exploded there back in 1993 that caused some casualties but didn't cause anywhere the near damage that occurred on 9/11.

Learn more at 
Sarah Pruitt, “7 Facts About the 1993 World Trade Center Bombing,” History, August 24, 2021,                                                                                 https://www.history.com/news/world-trade-center-bombing-1993-facts.


As I mentioned, the TV wasn't working. My roommate was sleeping and didn't want to wake him up. I did listen to the radio (with headphones) for the latest news.

I later went to the cafeteria and someone said there could be an attack in Hawaii being that Pearl Harbor was attacked in 1941.

Classes went on as usual on campus.

The first class I had that day (sociology class on ethnic relations), the professor briefly mentioned the terrorist attack, and then went on with the planned lesson for the day. I actually agreed with his approach. Acknowledge the event, but also that we shall go on with the plans for the day.  After all, we were not in direct danger.

In the second class (intro to theatre), the class was cut short. 

In the university's Campus Center, there was a Big Screen TV.  It was just press conferences. But even then people were huddled around the TV paying close attention.

I didn't see a video of the actual attacks until days later.

Remember, this was before YouTube, Facebook, Twitter or Instagram existed.  

And later that day, I was working at the dormitory's reception desk. I was already employed by UH Student Housing, but it was my first day at that specific building I was working at.

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At the time, I didn't have a set schedule to shave my facial hairs. A few days later, I was meeting a friend I knew from my high school days and he said my unshaven face could make me mistaken as someone from the Middle East. (I'm actually of Mexican, Puerto Rican, Portuguese and German ancestries). Being that hate crimes have been committed against those who are or look Middle Eastern in the days following 9/11, I did shave my facial hairs as soon as I got home.  Luckily I wasn't confronted by racists over this at the time.  But I know that not everyone had that luck.